Compass Looking Backwards

Compass looking backwards.

I’m in search of the perfect moment,
In search of that thing called bliss
I’m in search of this thing that so many people refer to
As
Happiness.

I love the insane, love in innate, I love love and the pulsating beat…
Of the off beaten. the road less traveled path
I love dreams where in ourselves is where we find
The answer we are searching for
I repeat, in kind,
That I also wonder what it is like to be
…normal.
I wonder what it’s like to be
…famous
It doesn’t come naturally,
Your version of normalcy,
I don’t think like you do,
This ease of which you choose your life with
It just doesn’t come naturally to me
Because the world isn’t just black and white,
By thinking a different way,
You can change your destiny.

I am happy
I am happy now
I feel happy
I really am happy with my choice
But I dreamed I saw the world Technicolor
Seven thirteen beyond what you see
In the color spectrum of the rainbow.
I saw, see, once did see the world
And josephs coat
I dreamed in livid, vivid Technicolor
Whilst my eyes were still open.
Whilst I was still awake.

So I ask what do I do from here?
Form this place that I don’t even know where I am?
There is no longitude or latitude that I could give you that says
That where I’m standing is right here.
…Where I am located.
I am in the moment
And right now the moment here
Right now the moment is now
I will find my way.
I will find my answers someday
And I’m gonna find them magnetically .

-Jacob Grant Gabriel

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