My first message to you...

How does one change thier life in one year. Simple, by pushing youself. Something that takes more resolve and more dicipline than most people realize, and more importantly don't realize that they already have it. In the course of the one year I write this blog as a journal of my personal metamorphosis into the person I've always wanted to be and am meant to be.
Hopefully many my will join my cause to change and be a better person, whether it is to loose weight, become more active in society, go green improve a marriage or mend the broken bridges of the past.
Life is about light and dark. I hope this next year, this next 365 entries will inspire and help people to live in the balance, to live with virtue and value. I am not preaching, because we will be learning together. People from all over the world can change for the better and that will make all the difference.
Life is full of choices and to put it plainly I have made some bad ones, but I have also realized the value of making a good choice and finding the blessing in the dark times, drawing the line and finding the balance of my personal virtues and morals. I've created my own religious beliefs based on Buddhism, and created a world of hopes and dreams around me. It took me a long time to get where I am, being myself and feeling 100% comfortable in my own skin. I love myself, I love humanity and the beauty of nature. I feel something coming, something good like within a year I am going to be everything I've always wanted to be without resolve. I am me and I am happy, but there is always room for more. Needless to say it's time for a change.

This blog is going to be about my goals and how I am accomplishing them which I will list below.
It is going about me finding the perfect man and my complicated relationships along the way.
It is going to be about friendships.
It's going to be about my struggle with being bi-polar
It will be highly philosophical and existential.
It is going to involve positivity, morals and values.
Most days will be a flash back because something super exciting just doesn't happen everyday.
It will have a poetry for days I am lazy.
Also I will preach, because I am lazy.


Goals-
-To be 175-180, To run, exercise and lift weights. 3 times/wk
-To quit smoking
-To quit smoking in my car
-To quit smoking in my house
-To manage being bi-polar effectively
-To go back to school
-To financially support myself
-Fully abstain from drinking and drugs for one year.
-To stop interrupting people (Yes, I'm serious)
-Give up coffee for tea
-Get Finances in order for school
-Get and maintain a 3.5 average
-Get a job
-Clean my house every Saturday
-Take vitamins
-Finish all three novels of "Micheal, Dillon and I"
-Read more
-Learn French
-Last but not least inspire people with this blog.

-


Questions? Comments? Feel free to email me @ Hippie2012blogspot@hotmail.com